just not sure yet

i am still deciding if i want this to be a blog i update often with everyday happenings or if it just something i use when i feel like i have words pouring out of me and i want to share them or at least get them down.


for now, i am just going to post some pictures.

luke purposed to ashley and she said yes so they are officially engaged!! i am pretty excited about this, i adore ashley and she is going to make the most fun sister-in-law ever!!

and my little brother is being a grown-up which makes me so proud of him and want to cry all at the same time.

this kid is the greatest.

his new fiance says that when he is around me, his big sister, that it brings something out in him that is a quality she doesn't always see.

"you bring out the butt hole in him!"

she says this as she apologizes for the way he has us both squished between the couch and one of those 36" rubber balls people are now using for exercise which means they are in the living room. for luke, to have a ball in the living room, and his sister and then expect him to not use one to torture the other is unthinkable. i try to get mad but then i look at him and he gives me a look like, "isn't this the most fun you have had all day?" and in and instant i know that it is so i just laugh until i can barely breathe then laugh some more.

and its true, in my life of also attempting to be a grown up and going from work to errands to more responsibilities to be around him and immediately be 12 years old again is just a delight.

tomorrow we are going rock climbing. i am excited...and scared.